LIVING AND NOT EXISTING THRIVING AND NOT SURVIVING

To tell you the truth my life has been dramatic since i came in contact with my brother older brother Steve,having lived world apart and miles away from each other.He has taught me things this world could never taught.He has been the one behind my pressures and stresses whenever i got into slightest mistake he'd be right at my tail.But if i may ask is shouting at one you are close to going to solve any problem...nah...i don't think.We always expect healing and reconciliation in everything we do.There are times he'd yell me down just because i forgot something or i  never really did.I never thought i could stand such a nuisance never,so i used yell back at him and even want to fight him because he would provoke me by calling me marijuana user because of my eye problem..Yet,to tell you the truth it never worked because i found myself never showing him any respect ,i tell you friend if you ever be in such a situation don't disrespect such a person because if you disrespect such a person then show respect to people you don't know...then you will be doing nothing worth...So the best thing i did whenever he yelled was to remain calm and listen to all that crap he shouts..i respect him man he is still my older brother though he is a pain in the ass.This worked a number of times he found himself shouting to his echo...despite all that i love him and he will always be my brother.

PRAYERS THAT MAKES A DREAM COME TRUE...

''God has a supply of it ready for you ,provided you receive it.What seems impossible for you is entirely possible for God''''Father,you 've given us a fine mind .we believe you want us to develop,sharpen it,to know some of the wisdom of other men through other men of ages.You want our potential to be used to help you lift and lighten some portion of our world.All resources are yours .So will you please make ti possible for us to receive what we need for our education.''''Plant in our minds and heart the vivid pictures,The specific dreams that reflect your plkan for us.And ,oh give us joy in dreaming-great joy''''Budgeting our times as well us as money:a certain numbers of hours for study,for classes ,for work,for church services,for recreation.''''Material resources are at the beck and call of the dream.There are no ceiling in to dreams''.''I've come to realize that this process won't work unless we are specific .That is because big part of the power to make the dream come true arises from a mental picture.And for a mental image ,you need specific ''.No creativity is possible unless the subconscious and the conscious are both brought into play and working together and subconscious responds to only suggestion through visualization. 

PRAYER THAT MAKES A DREAM TO COME TRUE....

Shuffled Row
''Father you have given us a fine mind.We believe you want that mind to be developed ,sharpened to know some of the wisdom of other men through ages .You want our potential to be used to help you lift and lighten some portion of world.All resources are yours.So will you please make it possible for us to receivewhat we needfor our education'',''Plant in our mind and heart the vivid pictures ,the specific dreams that reflect your plan for us .And ,oh give us joy in dreaming -great joy.''Budgeting our time as well as money :a certain number of hours for study,for classes,fore work,for church services,for recreation'',''Material resources are at the beck and call of the dream.There are no ceiling to dreams'',''I've come to realize that his dreaming process won't work unless we are specific.That is because  big part of the power to make the dream come true arises from a mental picture.And for a mental image ,you need specific''.No creativity is possible unless the subconscious  and the conscious are both into play and working together and subconscious responds to only suggestions through visualization.''God has a supply of it ready for you ,provided you receive it .What seems impossible for you is is entirely possible for God''.

PRAYER THAT MAKES A DREAM TO COME TRUE....

Shuffled Row''GOD has a supply of it ready for you,provided you receive it.What seems impossible for you is entirely possible for GOD'',

''Father you have given us a fine mind.We believe that you want that mind to be developed,sharpened,to kno some of the wisdom

class of honor(course 1)

Presenter 1: wycliffe ochieng otieno YIKE
( Geoffrey from NairoBits to issue certs)
Presenter 2: Christopher Ngugi Wainana
Presenter 3: Irene Mwende Kituku
Presenter 4: Beatrice Wangui Wanjiru
Presenter 5: Joan Njeri Wanjiru
Presenter 6: Robbert maina Nderitu
Presenter 7: Evans Otieno Ouma
Presenter 8: Geoarge Okinyi Ochieng
Presenter 9: Lydia Akinyi Otieno
Presenter 10: Nancy Joyce Otunde
Presenter 11: Charles Kariuki Kimani
Presenter 12: Alice Nduta Wangeci
Presenter 13: Sophie Wanjiru Kariuki
Presenter 14: Jane Nyangi Yose
Presenter 15: Joseph Jagat Mwakugu
Presenter 16: Joseph Chege Thuo
Presenter 17: Olivia Olivetti Warriah
Presenter 18: Isaac Mwaura Wanjiku
Presenter 19: Ndaga Harrison Ogutu
Presenter 20: Ojwang' Winnie Atieno
ENTERTAINMENT
Presenter 21: Pius Kiamba Mbatha
Presenter 22: Martin Nakhungu Museveni
Presenter 23: Victor Githinji Wanjiku
Presenter 24: Winnie Mumbua

LIFE HAS ALOT MORE THAN,IT'S MEANING.

Joseph Jagat's Dreams We have always avoided that reality we have to suffer for us to achieve something yet most of us thinkeverything comes easily.Am a student at a college which calls for commitment than achievement things which teaches us to be more committed people and ever working preparing us for this workforce out here.Am so much blessed to be a student there.....

HAPPINESS AND PRIDE.

Joseph Jagat's Dreams When you feel like something you love i s slipping away from you ....you gott to have faith FAITH on mthe prayers you have been praying.Sometimes we got to go beyond that healing and praying to be better persons and.... that takes us a longtime,coz we neeed patience from people who love us. We sometimes can't be responsible for other people's happiness or sadness .Bless you.Have a wonderful week you all.

BEING A BROTHER,A KEEPER,A BESTFRIEND AND A MENTOR

Joseph Jagat's Dreams Life has never been that fair living every minute of it full of pains and losses.But i thank GOD i have a brother a twin.Someone we have been connected since child hood the worst moment of our lives came when we had to be seperated we have lived all our lives bounded by that childhood fear,that what if we get seperated on our way up...growing up.That fear i hated came knocking at our childhood lives we had to go seperate ways becoz my bro had to go to school and i had to keep living.Men i hated it coz my bro was that one thing precious to me we couldn't be a part but circumstances proved irreconcilliable...we had to.
Now he it has been years of seperation yet we now feel like strangers me living in coast and him in Nairobi i never regret yet deep within i know we will always be bounded by that bond that kept us together....and again we will always be the keepers of each other.... i still love and value my brother...my one connected half...Jamii Mgongo.....i salute you bro.

WHAT IT MEANS TO BE ME.

All my life have loathed being mistaken :
I have always wanted to live a life different from that of my brother, not that we are not in common but because have always had a character that could define our differences.For the record we have same character but mine I always keep them hidden under my sleeves which does show how much undefined we are .Yet,we are not much alike this is due to the fact that we have lived separately almost all our childhood .I living in Mombasa and
him in Nairobi that pretty much affected us like me it did.
That’s why I feel obligated to show my identity and get noticed earlier ,not because tomorrow is going to be much pain for us but because we both could pass for each other.

WHAT IT MEANS TO BE ME.

All my life have loathed being mistaken :

I have always wanted to live a life different from that of my brother, not that we are not in common but because have always had a character that could define our differences.For the record we have same character but mine I always keep them hidden under my sleeves which does show how much undefined we are .Yet,we are not much alike this is due to the fact that we have lived separately almost all our childhood .I living in Mombasa andife differrent

him in Nairobi that pretty much affected us like me it did.

That’s why I feel obligated to show my identity and get noticed earlier ,not because tomorrow is going to be much pain for us but because we both could pass for each other.

JOSE'S MEMOIR''AFRICAN DREAM''

Today nimekungojea since kedo 11:59am haukutokea now me am leaving for home.I thought you could be here online so that we could talk and dream together yet i could'nt see you that is the sin of being used to people yet i don't regret it,i wished you were here with me but it's ok.We would have talked about things like i love you i miss you and i wanna hold you tonite and lotsa other stuffs.Babes it's hard for me since you can't come to the ''fb'' i feel isolated confused and abased.Sweetie i really thank you for the bamba you sent i forgot to tell you that yesterday, but don't ever send me any aide it really broke my heart to think that am suppossed to be your man yet am the one asking for aide from you that is not fair more so to you.I love you so much that i don't to be the one gaining fom this love i want both of us to gain remember love is one way traffic it involves giving and taking.let me tell you my story my pa and ma are in shagz us being the last borns we weren't that lucky our dad gave birth to us when he was going to retire at ''97'' he retired were still kids momma was a businesswoman she used her business to take us to school.i don't regret anything about my life the fact that my siblings took us to school speraks for itself that life then was never that smooth for me.Though we have never stopped dreaming we have never stopped living we have never stopped saying that out there there is something good for us.Am proud of me pops he is earning his pension very well times he feels guilty for not playing a role of taking us to school,hey i still love him he is my old man he has made me believe in being hardworking and believe in tough life do exist.Nor am i gonna say that am so ghetto no coz i lived in the most surbub part of mombasa almost all my life.I appreciate them for the love they gave me and how they showed how love can be tough.Am not saying this that i need support from you or sympathy no am saying this coz i feel i wanna share it with you,coz you are part of me that is gonna be around longtime, aren't you?.In my life i never stopped being a child, i never stopped playing kick the can, i never stopped playing hide and seek and i never stopped falling in love.Yet not all chicks were my type no some were there to taste me some were there to make my life miserable others were gold diggers.Sweetie am so grateful for you loving me all this i say becoz it's all in my memoir......my heart my head has except to start my journey as a young offspring of T.B.ONAYA this life won't be scary i promise coz i know GOD will be with us anyway.Sweetie i will always love you......bye.

AFFLICTIONS

16.so we don't lose heart .though our outer nature is wasting away,our inner nature is being renewed everyday.17.for slight momentary affliction is preparig us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison ,18.because we look not to the things seen but things that are unseen;for the things that are seen are trans sient,but the things that are unseen are eternal.

TO BE SHUN BY THE WORLD

Tell me, is it hard to be loved? is it true there is true love out there?can you find true love, true love that is simple understanding and caring.If there is then it needs a prayer it needs a miracle it needs a heart that never tires and never faints........sometimes i always ask myself where do broken hearts go......do they find there way home......i still don't know pliz inform me.

NO MORE SLAUGHTER

somewhere between two worlds people are dying ethnic barbarity looms,it's about superiority,between the weaker and the stronger,tanks splatter blood all over the the villages,women and young girls are raped,by the heartless mercilless janjaz,you can't predict whose next until it's at your dooor post,life is like a butchery today it's your neighbor tomorrow it's you,depending on the wrong people for resources for life,the government becomes the killing machine,initiating all death projects like slaughter house ,tell me whose gonna help bring an end to killings ,is it people or the government? DARFUR killing should be stopped,

where do broken hearts go?

it's been hard for me to define true love coz according to me is a whole new experience.How can you say you love someone yet your action speaks differently,it's hard.....i mean.....i loved a girl with my all yet she dissapointed me by putting her friend first and her lifestyle first where can that type of love go.Nowhere even an inch......... i don't anyone to hurt me that's all.

what's life all about

i hate it when someone has to come and decide for me,i hate those people who think they are better than everyone they keep on pushing things to people to do what they think is right yet it's not.why can't they be without people like us coz we are tired of people whom they seem like they care yet they don't.....

you rock

since the first time i started reading you blog am like stunned by you i really like your blog i want mine to be like yours pliz.